Erika.
Quirky little girl who believes in unicorn and blue roses.
I draw monsters and princess.
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no-one's watching. Sing like no-one's listening. Live like there's no tomorrow. Fear like a stone.
maybe i should try going clubbing and have a bottle of vodka at one go. im becoming an old hag. i wanna o clubbing with my babygirl and freinds!!! hahahahaaha school is fucked. i feel fat when i dont have fun. i was paranoid. i love fries.
life is screwed but still things are going right for me. like my dad fix my mp3. i got back my harddisk. thankgod. my camera miraculously got fix. and i have gigs coming up =D
im a semi-happy kid and i intend to stay that way.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 9:11 PM
the 1st time we were together is also the last. What if u came back and I was waiting for you at the airport? maybe we could still be..... im so fucking paranoid in the past.... screw it.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 9:41 PM
LOLOLOLOL I just watch a movie in a semi-conscious state of a sad family with a cute son.
Long hair kid boys are always hot!
and prince is gonna be soooo hot when he grow up!
UPDATES in life:
I realize I still like him after 1 year; and I realise that after a romantic dream. School is starting to give headaches already. I-model call me up. Forgetfulness is giving me a problem. Life sucks when there's construction going on just above ur house. I realize that I dun really need to buy anything right now =X WEIRD Forever 21 is <3
Im feeling so brain dead right now so heres a dead post. I feel sorry for myself.
Shame Sunday, September 27, 2009 8:04 PM
Everything that's worth giving up I'm gonna offer; till I see there is almost nothing I can give to exchange for glam, life and love. love for what I am to offer; not for what you have to give.
I need time. LOTS of it. I need a shortcut to manipulate the time that I have so that I can achieve it faster. chance. Show me a clear sign? as sometimes I am too blind to see it and to deaf to hear. Sorry for being so ignorant.
So right now, money is all I can think of now. I need lots of it; hahahahaha greedy little pig of me. Yes. Clothes, books and anything with the sex written all over it *.* yes. money kick asses.
thank god for being such an inspiration. You let me have what I have; most of the time which I don't deserve of it. You let me have such a amazing father. And for him, a snobby daughter.
am I to be someone extraordinary?
beats me.
All I care is how is it gonna happen. and I'll leave it all to you.
perhaps;perhaps;perhaps
5:26 PM
Greetings!
Life's good now with good old KFC fried chicken with milk to goes along with it. Makes me feel so contented with whats going on with my life right now.
Tomorrow is the start of term 2. projects, assignments homework here I am! Have mercy >,< I think I have to go back to the habit of sleeping 4 hours a night FAST.
Maybe I'll buy myself a stalk of sunflowers to console myself (:
Let's go!
8:32 AM
I hope I know what Im doing now. I won't allow him in anymore. But just for the fun of it; I'll play his game.
Im back fatter then ever. Saturday, September 26, 2009 11:34 PM
YAY I DECIDE TO REVIVE MY ROTTING FLY BREEDING BLOG =D
WOOT.
so holidays are soon going to be over. and everyday i pray for the days to be slower. guess its not working =.= I didnt really have the chance to go out since ppl are simply too busy to entertain me or im too busy to entertain them. this suck. I practically watch over 10 movies and watch the entire series of ugly betty, gossip girl season 3 and TBL this whole week. BEAT THAT this explain my totally boring uncool sad life. I know IM THE SAD LIL FAT GIRL
Ok. and I PROMISE my self the diet starts when the holiday starts. and now it start when school start. so when is it going to start? FUCK ME. I wish ppl would just slap me if I reach my hand out for food. I dont have to be so hard on myself then.
A mooncake have 700 calories. FUCK x 1000000000000000000000000 ive eaten like 3 already? SHIT IM FEELING SO GUILTY TO THE MAX OM all those calories floating around my waist and thighs. its killing me!!!!